I'm not sure what anyone else considers joy, maybe having a great career, maybe owning a really nice expensive car, or maybe just having someone to look cute with. Sure all of those things are good, and everyone has there own opinion on what they think joy is... I have found what my greatest joys are in life, Its in the simple things: Cuddling on the couch, laughing about how wide my tongue is, getting sun chips at midnight, making fun of my sisters while they TRY doing yoga, giving Luca a bath, trying to put hot dogs on a stick, having tickle fights, wrestling on the tramp while my hair gets so static it grows 3inches, driving and listening to music, teasing, and just simply laughing. And sometimes its in the big things: Vacations to st. George, Having your tears wiped away after a hard day, being able to communicate with someone and feel so comfortable, Learning new things, Working on fixing each others pasts TOGETHER, dealing with in laws (both sides), Learning to let go of the little things that bother you *there not worth hurting feelings*, falling in love, being proposed to, falling even more in love, supporting someone even tough its hard, falling hard into love, planning a wedding, and soon getting married.
I have met the man of my dreams! Isn't it great?! Things are falling into place so flawlessly, now don't get me wrong, we have our bumps along the way and I'm sure there will be more to come, but there is nothing i look forward to more than to go through trials and hard times with Ammon. We have a one of a kind relationship, we just seem to get along so well. In past relationships Ive felt so tense and unhappy, Not in this one!!! I have never felt better about being with somebody than i do with Ammon. when he asked me to marry him there was no hesitation to say yes! everyday i fall more and more in love with this man, he treats me like nobody EVER has, he opens doors for me, he deals with all my emotions (there are allot of them), he tells me he trusts me and i can feel and see that he really does, and i trust him more than i trust anybody else. i can tell him ANYTHING and i know he will still love me, and accept me just for who i am. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with such an amazing man, I can't wait to be Mrs. Malone hahaha
Ammon has two amazing children, there so adorable and i just can't get enough of them, every other weekend isn't enough!!! There names are Rykert (3) And Lilly (2). I'm so grateful for Ammon, I'm grateful that he would trust me to get close to and love those children like they were my own. They accidentally called me mommy a couple times, mostly at 3am, but it still caught me off guard, i hope that one day they can love me as a step mom, and know that i love them so much! I would do anything for those kids, and i know Ammon would also. they say the funniest things, and even when there little brats they are so dang cute! I sure do love them, and can't wait to create many more memories with them.
